my stupid story
bass player since forever.... play anything no genre favorite , always had work & bands
guitar player bails in 2015 & i paid for 10 songs up front, talked them into reschedule cause they would not refund it all, I go get SG & 339, Bugera V22 & Peavey VK2..pull it off 4 months later on guitar in studio, Play out all summer on that CD & mid summer singer gets in trouble..had to sing the dates we committed to..sucked but it worked & the transparency paid off..many fans over the years
wife grabs mic in 2016..ahh instant blues rock..do another 10 songs in studio..practiced up, ready to go,,my cuz(phenomenal jazz bassist) & killer young drummer into much more than standard drumming..percussionist).we had a blues show with jam music..from a metal meltdown to sit down cabaret music then strait int pink floyd space music..
.wham..accident..brain injury, wife is stuttering for 6 months & her testing came back with IQ level in the 60's,,full time care taking now
she starts to get better.. start getting into Marshall's..met Mitch n MF & we kinda where on fire with music early 2018..his garage clips..my studio stuff..made for some serious enthusiasm
2018..here we go again..built full band room out back..go in studio 10 more songs, that stuff is n MF cause i posted as we went....got band ready..old drummer & my cuz,,,really tight & got wife into some heavies...wham..2:25 pm Nov 1, 2018..i am unlocking a car..i hear some people yell..i look over a BMW going 45mph hit my parked car..wife head smacks windshiled..i die inside,cause i couldn't save her..i am standing there..dude had backed up & is coming at us again.i jump in to try & grab my wife & i get knocked the hell out & wife hits her head again after he creamed us the 2nd time...a guy chased him down & he would not come back...my wife is hurt so bad..my leg is dented & our life suckssssssssssss..
i am stuck at home running 2 companies & taking care of wife,, sold my Harley & now buy gear for fun but am dead serious about making music..so freaking ready when the right players show up..will fund it all & put a band on the road when ready..
but... in reality...its time to just record..,maybe build the bandroom into a video place..set it up for concerts maybe..wife cant be around loud music & i feel so guilty if i go take a studio job or when i get asked to play in some bands locally...
when you hear the heavies..it just means i am pissed in life & nowhere left to go..rather would do texture rock..right now just want to be numb