I agree man. My life has actually been kinda broken and fukked up lately, I spend a lot of time (too much time) being angry....playing/writing has been a good release. I know you're dealing with a lot yourself, but at least you and your wife share the same passion for music. My wife is probably gonna leave me over it. No joke...she doesn't like music (who tf doesn't like music?!)and can't stand it when I touch a guitar, but I am not going to stop playing. I was playing before I met her and I intend to play until I die, it's as much a part of me as my legs or nose is...
Okay, that's enough of me being sorry for myself...lol