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BlackSG91 said:
Why do you say that? You must have some sort of life. I bet you have a lot to say about things in general. It's human nature.
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I'm bored silly. I live alone in TN while the rest of my family is in Florida. I've lived here 8 years now, but I work from home so I don't get out and meet people so I don't know anyone, don't have any friends. I work all morning until my neck starts hurting, then take a nap around 1 before it turns into a headache that no amount of Tylenol can touch, then I watch TV the rest of the afternoon most days. At night I'm bored so I usually drink a few beers and hang out on the forums. Of course I play guitar at different times throughout the day, mostly in the evenings. Yeah, that's pretty much my life. That's why I'm always looking for a project and most times it turns out to be working on my guitars, cabs or amps. Problem with that is now I pretty much have everything I've ever wanted so I'm running out of things to "modify". I've always been open about my anxiety disorder and that also holds me back from having a life. It's the hand I've been dealt and I've learned I just have to go with it.
 
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DirtySteve said:
I'm bored silly. I live alone in TN while the rest of my family is in Florida. I've lived here 8 years now, but I work from home so I don't get out and meet people so I don't know anyone, don't have any friends. I work all morning until my neck starts hurting, then take a nap around 1, then watch TV the rest of the afternoon most days. At night I'm bored so I usually drink a few beers and hang out on the forums. Of course I play guitar at different times throughout the day, mostly in the evenings. Yeah, that's pretty much my life. That's why I'm always looking for a project and most times it turns out to be working on my guitars, cabs or amps. Problem with that is now I pretty much have everything I've ever wanted so I'm running out of things to "modify". I've always been open about my anxiety disorder and that also holds me back from having a life. It's the hand I've been dealt and I just go with it.
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I feel almost all of that.
 
DirtySteve said:
I'm bored silly. I live alone in TN while the rest of my family is in Florida. I've lived here 8 years now, but I work from home so I don't get out and meet people so I don't know anyone, don't have any friends. I work all morning until my neck starts hurting, then take a nap around 1, then watch TV the rest of the afternoon most days. At night I'm bored so I usually drink a few beers and hang out on the forums. Of course I play guitar at different times throughout the day, mostly in the evenings. Yeah, that's pretty much my life. That's why I'm always looking for a project and most times it turns out to be working on my guitars, cabs or amps. Problem with that is now I pretty much have everything I've ever wanted so I'm running out of things to "modify". I've always been open about my anxiety disorder and that also holds me back from having a life. It's the hand I've been dealt and I just go with it.
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You sound like me....I take medication for anxiety and all that also. But I play guitar at church and other events to keep myself busy. I also have PTSD which limits me sometimes but I find a way to get past that since I live isolated up in farmland with a few good friends. That keeps me going for sure.
 
BlackSG91 said:
You sound like me....I take medication for anxiety and all that also. But I play guitar at church and other events to keep myself busy. I also have PTSD which limits me sometimes but I find a way to get past that since I live isolated up in farmland with a few good friends. That keeps me going for sure.
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Nice, same here, P&W is always #1, i thank you for your replies tonight ! might just go finish the BFT saga..blessings
 
BlackSG91 said:
You sound like me....I take medication for anxiety and all that also. But I play guitar at church and other events to keep myself busy. I also have PTSD which limits me sometimes but I find a way to get past that since I live isolated up in farmland with a few good friends. That keeps me going for sure.
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Unfortunately I can't take any medications, they don't work for me and I've tried them all. They just amplify my symptoms or add new ones. I blame my anxiety on the vaccines they gave me before deploying Desert Storm. I ended up getting bumped and didn't even go, but my anxiety symptom started not long after that. I also have PTSD on top of that and if that weren't enough I had a stroke in 2018. That's why I have such a hard time with my memory. For example, our days on gainjunkies are just a blur to me. I remember you were there, but that's about it.
 
DirtySteve said:
Unfortunately I can't take any medications, they don't work for me and I've tried them all. They just amplify my symptoms or add new ones. I blame my anxiety on the vaccines they gave me before deploying Desert Storm. I ended up getting bumped and didn't even go, but my anxiety symptom started not long after that. I also have PTSD on top of that and if that weren't enough I had a stroke in 2018. That's why I have such a hard time with my memory. For example, our days on gainjunkies are just a blur to me. I remember you were there, but that's about it.
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Sorry to hear about your condition. I have a lot of respect for your situation. It's not easy and I somewhat know how you feel. I've hit rock bottom a few times and it sure wasn't fun at all. I'm glad you shared your experience with everyone because I sure can learn from it.
 
BlackSG91 said:
Sorry to hear about your condition. I have a lot of respect for your situation. It's not easy and I somewhat know how you feel. I've hit rock bottom a few times and it sure wasn't fun at all. I'm glad you shared your experience with everyone because I sure can learn from it.
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Thanks. :cheers:

"No time for cryin', no time for dyin'" All we can do is keep going...


"Never Goin' Back Again"


There's a million broken hearts there
For many, this'll be the end
Well, it's hard to get off this death-defying ride
I ain't never goin' back again

There's run-ins with the zombies
I was lurking with the living dead
I was lost, and I was lonely and a derelict, too
I ain't never goin' back again
I ain't never goin' back again

No time for cryin', no time for dyin'
Who'll be the lucky ones who survive?
Who survive

Sinking to the bottom
How long can one descend?
Well, it took a lot of tryin' to get up that hill
I ain't never goin' back again
There's crime, there's pain, there's sorrow
They've all now become your friends
Well, I took about as much, baby, as I could
I ain't never goin' back again
I ain't never goin' back again

No time for cryin', no time for dyin'
Who'll be the only ones who survive?
Just hustling and hiding, cheating and lying
Let's see if you're lucky and get out alive
Get out alive

No time for cryin', no time for dyin'
Who'll be the only ones who survive?
Hustling and hiding, still justifying
Let's see if you're lucky and get out alive
Get out alive
 
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