BlackSG91
Ambassador of Anarchy
On March 20 of 2015 my wife passed away from cancer. Today marks 3 years since her passing. She was such a wonderful woman and I still miss her very much to this day. She was very spiritual and prayed everyday for both of us. I sometimes feel empty without her but I know she is in a better place watching over me...she's my guardian angel.
My mother passed away about 2 months before her on January 24 of 2015. My wife arranged the funeral for my mother and it was sure a hard day for me at the time. Then when I heard news of my wife passing away I was devastated! She was living with her sister at the time in Toronto, Ontario because she was close to the hospital where she was getting treatment. She only had the chemo treatment and not radiation because it would make her very sick.
My wife battled cancer back in 2010 and beat it. It was a blood cancer called lymphoma and I believe it was type T which was serious. Of course the cancer returned late 2014/early 2015 and since she opted out for the radiation she didn't have much of a chance. She wasn't afraid of death and she believed in heaven above.
We married back in November of 2007 and she was such a wonderful woman who was part of my life. She was my future and we had plans on moving out west to the province of Alberta. We had our rocky moments throughout the marriage but overall we got along great and she always inspired me. She said that she was my blessing and she couldn't be anymore correct.
As most of you know I've battled alcoholism to deal with her death and my mother's also. I've used alcohol as a crutch but in the long run it was destroying me. I've been clean from alcohol for over 27 weeks now and I think my wife would be proud of me. Like I said she is watching over me and she would have wanted for me a happy life.
I wish I could still share my life with her today but I keep her in my heart and always remember the good times we had together. She was special and I don't think anyone could replace her. I feel sometimes I took her for granted when she was alive but now that she is gone I realize that every moment you spend with your loved one is precious and should NOT be taken for granted. She was the best thing to ever come into my life and God bless her very much.
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My mother passed away about 2 months before her on January 24 of 2015. My wife arranged the funeral for my mother and it was sure a hard day for me at the time. Then when I heard news of my wife passing away I was devastated! She was living with her sister at the time in Toronto, Ontario because she was close to the hospital where she was getting treatment. She only had the chemo treatment and not radiation because it would make her very sick.
My wife battled cancer back in 2010 and beat it. It was a blood cancer called lymphoma and I believe it was type T which was serious. Of course the cancer returned late 2014/early 2015 and since she opted out for the radiation she didn't have much of a chance. She wasn't afraid of death and she believed in heaven above.
We married back in November of 2007 and she was such a wonderful woman who was part of my life. She was my future and we had plans on moving out west to the province of Alberta. We had our rocky moments throughout the marriage but overall we got along great and she always inspired me. She said that she was my blessing and she couldn't be anymore correct.
As most of you know I've battled alcoholism to deal with her death and my mother's also. I've used alcohol as a crutch but in the long run it was destroying me. I've been clean from alcohol for over 27 weeks now and I think my wife would be proud of me. Like I said she is watching over me and she would have wanted for me a happy life.
I wish I could still share my life with her today but I keep her in my heart and always remember the good times we had together. She was special and I don't think anyone could replace her. I feel sometimes I took her for granted when she was alive but now that she is gone I realize that every moment you spend with your loved one is precious and should NOT be taken for granted. She was the best thing to ever come into my life and God bless her very much.
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