When you think about that, it really isn't the fault of the guitar is it?
It is something you are experiencing or not allowing yourself to experience.
You just might need some inspirational sessions with a Guitar Whisperer broski.
Some awareness & mindfulness (listening to & controlling your inner voice) sound needed to free yourself back up to being open to the basic joy every guitar has to offer simply by it's designed nature.
I don't know exactly what your issues are surrounding the guitar but I think we can all agree, you definitely have them.
I don't blame the guitar for what it doesn't have. I just don't collect guitars for the sake of collecting them. No guitar I have ever played made me a more technically proficient player. Some guitars allow me to more effortlessly express myself when I encounter one that has that certain nuance...but that's a rare occasion.
I'm a very sensitive person. I pick up on things. I hear and feel things. I see and hear things in slow motion.
I'm a very, very happy guy. Every day of my life is a joy. Only my Gibson SG has troubled me, but that's ok...it's in the past...