Battling Alcoholism...

Alcohol is an interesting drug. It would help me sit down and drift away from life's stress and troubles...but only for a short time.
If anything happened out of the ordinary, I would find myself overreacting, sometimes with unnecessary anger. Now, though I miss
the "escape," I'm able to think clearly before reacting and put up my emotional armor. Oh, yes, and I no longer have to worry about
making the choice to drive or not. Thanks, everyone, for all the kind words of encouragement!

Goldie, I will go farther to say even more than encouraging words. You are a special and gifted man. Full of fun and verve. If you ever feel low, just remember we enjoy your company and friendship very much and no one will take your place.
 
Goldie, I will go farther to say even more than encouraging words. You are a special and gifted man. Full of fun and verve. If you ever feel low, just remember we enjoy your company and friendship very much and no one will take your place.
Thanks, @chilipeppermaniac ! I really appreciate that. With an especially bad week at work, your words lifted me up. (y)
@eSGEe , I'm estimating $460.
 
SWEET HOLY MOSES that is a decent used geetar right thar!
or 4 Peavey Bandits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-- o.k. looked for a wall of peavey bandits (no one is that insane) but this guy ----
I want to hang out with THIS GUY!
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Ive actually owned the 3 on top --- never got into the stereo twin speaker things too heavy
 
66 days with no alcohol, and getting better each day. Most notable changes have been a loss of 20 lbs
and an increase in patience and happiness. I do miss sitting down with friends and enjoying Heinekens.
The band I joined fizzled out, but I've decided to take bass lessons and really commit to improving my playing.

@BlackSG91 , how are you doing?

Well that is great news and it's very inspiring! I'm glad that you are noticing changes after quitting alcohol. Especially in patience and happiness. Alcohol lowers your defences and you are prone to varying mood swings. Keep up the good work and you'll feel better for it each day. And it also helps to have family and friends around you who understand & that can help in other areas.

As for me I did have a bit of a slip. I just have some worries at the moment and I've been in panic mode. Last week I was drinking for about 4 or 5 days in a row. I would drink three to four 500 ml cans of 10% alc. beer. to settle down my nerves. I finally stopped last Sunday on my birthday and not fall into that big black hole known as alcoholism. It was a bit of a falling off the wagon for me but now I'm back on. I think of how you quit Goldie and I say to myself everyday is a new day. I made a mistake but it's not all bad. I realize that alcohol is a temporary thing and I feel much healthier staying away from it. Things will go good if you stick to what you believe in.:)


;>)/
 
@BlackSG91
Stay the course; dont be Flirtin' with Disaster.

You're right and I haven't touched any for a week now and I feel better about it and a bit more revived. I'm eating well and trying to keep my health up. I make sure to try to get a good sleep at night so I can feel more energized for the next day. I stick to a routine that keeps me busy so I don't think about about the sauce. It feels good to have a clear head.:)


;>)/
 
awh ya had to -------------------
I f'n love that song.
I watched that for the first time with the lyrics in another window.
I knew most but filled in the gaps..
The audio is a little out of synch.
This is seriously stoking my Explorer GAS.

Yet another great example of PI and power tube distortion you cannot get without cranking a tube amp.

i want to build a 5 or so watt version of an early Marshall circuit for this reason.

I can get some great tone by winding up my modified Tweed Champ 5f1 that I cannot get with my other amps unless they are way too loud. I love it but cant quite get the voicing I want for this type of tone.

5w is LOUD too but doable.
 
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TTR really has become the "original ETSG, " and the force is strong! Thank you all … I'm so truly grateful to have been invited
and I for one am grateful for you presence my friend--

How are things on the other coast of the Sunshine State?
 
From the hustle and bustle of Clearwater especially near Gulf to Bay [60 N/S } and { 19 N/S }quite frankly really f in boring , Satellite Beach is a bedroom community on the beach where they roll up the curbs at 8 O'clock. I checked Google maps and while I'm standing in the street lookin at the Ocean I can't believe the next nearest land mass is the Ivory Coast! The house is a little small and a little pricey so my wings are clipped a little …. being partially retired I just play guitar, sometimes go beachin, to hone my Social Engineering skills, fix all the 1/2 arsed house'el teething pain problems that seem to always come up as the beach weather, close to the ocean is brutal, to all the houses on the island. The salt in the air just wears down everything. Cwater, I had Sam's Ash and GtrWallyWorld Center just around the corner now I gotta drive an hour n 10 minutes to Qrlando @ 85 mph, er... that's a normal speed to go there !

The sad story goes, the property we were living on was part of a parcel , again on the beach, that sold for 28 million! So when the lease was up Mary said why don't we move to Clearwater near her nephew Mike, who was now 40yrs, he was a little kid when I robbed the cradle and started going out with " the bride, " Mary. So I said " I guess what's the difference? ", but she did line up a job in the emergency room, front lines, at a local prestigious hospital to work in. I called Mike n told em " ya gotta hook me up for easy home updates/repairs " as I knew not one soul over there. So 11 months later Mikey drinkin fireball, we had a rule no hard stuff, period! And ya'll know why. This was on my wife's and sons birthday AUG 20th and we were having a riot. He got thru 1/2 a bottle before I dumped it down the drain. He goes out at 11 o'clock pm with my son … does multiple shots, for hours, buying many for every patron at the " (.)(.) " Bar, leaves and goes to another (.)(.) bar and does it again there. At 4 am he leaves to go home. He owned a 4 bay repair station in Pinellas Park, and, whenever we did this we always used Uber, another rule, " no driving "! He left with an old partially restored Truck, punched out 350, racing tranny and what, a 396 rear end, he would blow off that line like a bat outta hell since the rear end was geared precisely for doin that. Well, 6:30am we get a call from his mother in law …. Mikey was in an accident and he didn't make it! Rolled the truck 6 times, I know the steering box was a POS and needed immediately needed to be over hauled. I think the steering gave him some argro, he might of been racing, I'm not sure but road the steel barrier which rolled the truck. Left a 3 1/2 and 8 yr old son & daughter.
 
From the hustle and bustle of Clearwater especially near Gulf to Bay [60 N/S } and { 19 N/S }quite frankly really f in boring , Satellite Beach is a bedroom community on the beach where they roll up the curbs at 8 O'clock. I checked Google maps and while I'm standing in the street lookin at the Ocean I can't believe the next nearest land mass is the Ivory Coast! The house is a little small and a little pricey so my wings are clipped a little …. being partially retired I just play guitar, sometimes go beachin, to hone my Social Engineering skills, fix all the 1/2 arsed house'el teething pain problems that seem to always come up as the beach weather, close to the ocean is brutal, to all the houses on the island. The salt in the air just wears down everything. Cwater, I had Sam's Ash and GtrWallyWorld Center just around the corner now I gotta drive an hour n 10 minutes to Qrlando @ 85 mph, er... that's a normal speed to go there !

The sad story goes, the property we were living on was part of a parcel , again on the beach, that sold for 28 million! So when the lease was up Mary said why don't we move to Clearwater near her nephew Mike, who was now 40yrs, he was a little kid when I robbed the cradle and started going out with " the bride, " Mary. So I said " I guess what's the difference? ", but she did line up a job in the emergency room, front lines, at a local prestigious hospital to work in. I called Mike n told em " ya gotta hook me up for easy home updates/repairs " as I knew not one soul over there. So 11 months later Mikey drinkin fireball, we had a rule no hard stuff, period! And ya'll know why. This was on my wife's and sons birthday AUG 20th and we were having a riot. He got thru 1/2 a bottle before I dumped it down the drain. He goes out at 11 o'clock pm with my son … does multiple shots, for hours, buying many for every patron at the " (.)(.) " Bar, leaves and goes to another (.)(.) bar and does it again there. At 4 am he leaves to go home. He owned a 4 bay repair station in Pinellas Park, and, whenever we did this we always used Uber, another rule, " no driving "! He left with an old partially restored Truck, punched out 350, racing tranny and what, a 396 rear end, he would blow off that line like a bat outta hell since the rear end was geared precisely for doin that. Well, 6:30am we get a call from his mother in law …. Mikey was in an accident and he didn't make it! Rolled the truck 6 times, I know the steering box was a POS and needed immediately needed to be over hauled. I think the steering gave him some argro, he might of been racing, I'm not sure but road the steel barrier which rolled the truck. Left a 3 1/2 and 8 yr old son & daughter.
That is a very sad story. Sorry for your loss.
 
From the hustle and bustle of Clearwater especially near Gulf to Bay [60 N/S } and { 19 N/S }quite frankly really f in boring , Satellite Beach is a bedroom community on the beach where they roll up the curbs at 8 O'clock. I checked Google maps and while I'm standing in the street lookin at the Ocean I can't believe the next nearest land mass is the Ivory Coast! The house is a little small and a little pricey so my wings are clipped a little …. being partially retired I just play guitar, sometimes go beachin, to hone my Social Engineering skills, fix all the 1/2 arsed house'el teething pain problems that seem to always come up as the beach weather, close to the ocean is brutal, to all the houses on the island. The salt in the air just wears down everything. Cwater, I had Sam's Ash and GtrWallyWorld Center just around the corner now I gotta drive an hour n 10 minutes to Qrlando @ 85 mph, er... that's a normal speed to go there !

The sad story goes, the property we were living on was part of a parcel , again on the beach, that sold for 28 million! So when the lease was up Mary said why don't we move to Clearwater near her nephew Mike, who was now 40yrs, he was a little kid when I robbed the cradle and started going out with " the bride, " Mary. So I said " I guess what's the difference? ", but she did line up a job in the emergency room, front lines, at a local prestigious hospital to work in. I called Mike n told em " ya gotta hook me up for easy home updates/repairs " as I knew not one soul over there. So 11 months later Mikey drinkin fireball, we had a rule no hard stuff, period! And ya'll know why. This was on my wife's and sons birthday AUG 20th and we were having a riot. He got thru 1/2 a bottle before I dumped it down the drain. He goes out at 11 o'clock pm with my son … does multiple shots, for hours, buying many for every patron at the " (.)(.) " Bar, leaves and goes to another (.)(.) bar and does it again there. At 4 am he leaves to go home. He owned a 4 bay repair station in Pinellas Park, and, whenever we did this we always used Uber, another rule, " no driving "! He left with an old partially restored Truck, punched out 350, racing tranny and what, a 396 rear end, he would blow off that line like a bat outta hell since the rear end was geared precisely for doin that. Well, 6:30am we get a call from his mother in law …. Mikey was in an accident and he didn't make it! Rolled the truck 6 times, I know the steering box was a POS and needed immediately needed to be over hauled. I think the steering gave him some argro, he might of been racing, I'm not sure but road the steel barrier which rolled the truck. Left a 3 1/2 and 8 yr old son & daughter.

wow--- I had no idea of the accident --- what a sad situation -- very sorry for your families loss.

I know what you mean about the salt air--- when I lived in the Keys the upkeep to EVERYTHING was constant ---

Maybe we can catch up at an Orlando MOTM--- I get over that way once or twice a month--
 
From the hustle and bustle of Clearwater especially near Gulf to Bay [60 N/S } and { 19 N/S }quite frankly really f in boring , Satellite Beach is a bedroom community on the beach where they roll up the curbs at 8 O'clock. I checked Google maps and while I'm standing in the street lookin at the Ocean I can't believe the next nearest land mass is the Ivory Coast! The house is a little small and a little pricey so my wings are clipped a little …. being partially retired I just play guitar, sometimes go beachin, to hone my Social Engineering skills, fix all the 1/2 arsed house'el teething pain problems that seem to always come up as the beach weather, close to the ocean is brutal, to all the houses on the island. The salt in the air just wears down everything. Cwater, I had Sam's Ash and GtrWallyWorld Center just around the corner now I gotta drive an hour n 10 minutes to Qrlando @ 85 mph, er... that's a normal speed to go there !

The sad story goes, the property we were living on was part of a parcel , again on the beach, that sold for 28 million! So when the lease was up Mary said why don't we move to Clearwater near her nephew Mike, who was now 40yrs, he was a little kid when I robbed the cradle and started going out with " the bride, " Mary. So I said " I guess what's the difference? ", but she did line up a job in the emergency room, front lines, at a local prestigious hospital to work in. I called Mike n told em " ya gotta hook me up for easy home updates/repairs " as I knew not one soul over there. So 11 months later Mikey drinkin fireball, we had a rule no hard stuff, period! And ya'll know why. This was on my wife's and sons birthday AUG 20th and we were having a riot. He got thru 1/2 a bottle before I dumped it down the drain. He goes out at 11 o'clock pm with my son … does multiple shots, for hours, buying many for every patron at the " (.)(.) " Bar, leaves and goes to another (.)(.) bar and does it again there. At 4 am he leaves to go home. He owned a 4 bay repair station in Pinellas Park, and, whenever we did this we always used Uber, another rule, " no driving "! He left with an old partially restored Truck, punched out 350, racing tranny and what, a 396 rear end, he would blow off that line like a bat outta hell since the rear end was geared precisely for doin that. Well, 6:30am we get a call from his mother in law …. Mikey was in an accident and he didn't make it! Rolled the truck 6 times, I know the steering box was a POS and needed immediately needed to be over hauled. I think the steering gave him some argro, he might of been racing, I'm not sure but road the steel barrier which rolled the truck. Left a 3 1/2 and 8 yr old son & daughter.

Wow....that's tough, Vox.

Very sorry to hear this.
 
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