I miss the money, i really do. During our band's heyday i was earning $2,000/week just from the band alone, but that was also for 6 night's a week worth of work.
Everyone else in the band was wealthy and just played around with it for fun, but for me, this was how i paid my bills.
I lost a lot on a personal level during that time. To this day, i find it really difficult to play with a band because i don't trust people.
I was always the one doing the most work, smoothing out ruffles, keeping the peace, trying to keep the band on an even keel. After 2-1/2 years of that, i just didn't have anything left, professionally or personally.
In the studio, my relationship with clients have boundaries. Im like a musical prostitute. I never have to develop trust with my clients.
If they "flake" and are a no show, its on to the next project in the queue. In a live band, its a different story.
I've had to deal with a guitar player and a singer canceling the day of a pre-paid, 6 hour live show. I had to figure out a way to cover the missing personnel and it was one of my best - and most difficult - performances.
I would never want to go back and do that ever again.
Twice a year, on 4th of July and Christmas, i play with two bands, but im not out there gigging like i was.
You make far more in the studio sessions for far less actual work time....