I Called It Quits Today After 7 Years:

Ok,

So i think it's time to stop supporting other musicians. I mean, yes, I enjoyed my work in the studio. It was my home. I knew my job and I did it well. It was comfortable...but I was only a name on a large stack of NDA's. A nobody. Zero. Nothing.

When you listen to the radio and ypu hear your playing, but you cannot claim it, you begin to feel alone and lost. I mean, yes, I agreed to that, but maybe, just maybe, I am good enough to h3adline???

I'm sorry...I guess I just feel like I need to say something..anything..like, "hey, I'm still here..remember me? The kid you picked on...the one you beat on? You know, my feelings mattered. I had dreams too. All I ever wanted was a chance to be something more than what you perceived of me...."

Maybe I...well....there's therapy near the bottom of this bottle...
 
Let me tell you, I took these two years seriously. I put everything I had into Bad Dog...and I hated most of the music, but I loved the people and I gave everything I had for that and now, I'm just an.old, wiped out, bitter old fool.

Little did I know that this was pur last show...LOL

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Ha! Look how good everyone was feing...lol

At least I have that...
 
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