I was the courts appointed investigator in the coroner's office. I didn't want that job but the common pleas courts, 5 of 6 judges did. That office was doing some illegal stuff. The point is I saw the same stuff you cops get. It changes our view of the world. Rotting bodies in car trunks, horribly murdered small kids and old people burnt alive. That was my high lights of 2016. My two year term is over but the change has stayed with me. Yuck, now I move on to the sick and I work so much more desperately to save people than I I ever knew I could. You get it Robert, I know you got it.