Im scared

syscokid said:
Good news. I'm hoping that the "small white bit" is a "no-brainer"! Pun intended... :dood:

Are the doctors allowing you to drive yet?
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No i still cant drive til Fir... Once they tell me about small white bit....

I reckon its just short circuit when got mad :)

But lets wait and see whats that all about, the doc tried to call but surgeons were in operating on patient so they weren't available ...
At least i can rest that i dont have stroke or heart attack ....
 
Ramo said:
Thanks bro , you got lot on your plate man too at the mom, how is everything with you?

I know we all got each others back here.

Rock on
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We're doing alright with the move, couple wrenches got thrown into the gears, but we're still chipping away and moving forward. I had hoped to be all moved and settled in by now but our plan for a storage space fell through, as did our babysitter. Cost us a few days time is all, but after all the work it takes to pack everything and get ready, it was a disappointment to say the least. Otherwise, things are going pretty well over here, just busy and preoccupied with circumstances.
 
jjudas said:
Well so far that good news @Ramo . Wishing the best for you. Hope you get a good report on Friday.
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Thanks bro

I hope whatever is that white bit it wont stop me from working otherwise im molested. Lockdown ruined my finances Which was not great to start with and if they keep me off the road i dont know what else i can do......

I really really hope they wont stop me....
 
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Ramo said:
Thanks bro

I hope whatever is that white bit it wont stop me from working otherwise im molested. Lockdown ruined my finances Which was not great to start with and if they keep me off the road i dont know what else i can do......

I really really hope they wont stop me....
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Well whatever happens... It's beyond your control. You'll figure it out. Hope for the best.
 
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just got of the phone with doc. it could be sings of epilepsy or neurological seizures , they going to do 3 different type of scans to look deeper. this scans will be in 4 to 6 weeks, meantime im still not aloud to drive. otherwise they will take away my badge and licence forever.

its poop news and it changed my mood i was hoping it was glitch and nothing to worry about..

this year is getting better and better.

i think ill get depression till this poop is over.....
 
Ramo said:
update.


just got of the phone with doc. it could be sings of epilepsy or neurological seizures , they going to do 3 different type of scans to look deeper. this scans will be in 4 to 6 weeks, meantime im still not aloud to drive. otherwise they will take away my badge and licence forever.

its :poo: news and it changed my mood i was hoping it was glitch and nothing to worry about..

this year is getting better and better.

i think ill get depression till this :poo: is over.....
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I am sorry to hear it was not an easy answer.

Please don't be "depressed until it is over". Life is one challenge after another and it is only over in death. They say life is a journey, but they never said it would be a smooth one. Focus on rolling with the punches and trying your best to make the most of every day.

As always we are here if you need us and my PM box is always open.
 
RVA said:
I am sorry to hear it was not an easy answer.

Please don't be "depressed until it is over". Life is one challenge after another and it is only over in death. They say life is a journey, but they never said it would be a smooth one. Focus on rolling with the punches and trying your best to make the most of every day.

As always we are here if you need us and my PM box is always open.
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Absolutely, what RVA says is so true.
If you let yourself be taken over by grief and depression, it will only lead to worse things for you.
Never better.

Life is full of setbacks and challenges, they suck, but help us grow...

6 weeks ago I sustained a devastating hand injury.
It depressed the hell out of me. I was sick about it.
The guitar has been a major part of my life since the late 1960's. I've been playing over 50 years.
Now I can't play. And perhaps never will, like I was able to. But what's done is done. Fact.
I can't change what's done, but I certainly CAN change my attitude and outlook, and I did. Immediately.

I realize my situation is trivial next to your's Ramo, but to me, it seemed like my world had just ended.
I had very bad thoughts as well.
But my world hadn't ended. I just reached a log across my pathway that I had to jump over.
Perhaps one door closed behind me, (guitar playing) but more will open, one just has to turn the doorknob and push.

Like Ray (RVA) says, my P.M. box is open as well.
You need others, vent your anger and frustration. Please don't let it build up and possibly explode later.
It's unhealthy.

Good luck brother Ramo, you're among friends here.
 
Ramo said:
update.


just got of the phone with doc. it could be sings of epilepsy or neurological seizures , they going to do 3 different type of scans to look deeper. this scans will be in 4 to 6 weeks, meantime im still not aloud to drive. otherwise they will take away my badge and licence forever.

its :poo: news and it changed my mood i was hoping it was glitch and nothing to worry about..

this year is getting better and better.

i think ill get depression till this :poo: is over.....
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Well....that's not what you wanted to hear brother, I'm sure...but it might not be as terrible as it sounds to you right now.

I had petit-mal seizures from the time I was very young, until about 12 or 13 years old. I had to visit the doctor every week for a blood draw and an EEG for all those years. It was hard. I still, to this day, hate needles, and the big chair I'd sit in with a strange cap and electrodes on my head, reading my brain activity was very scary. Eventually, I just grew out of them, I guess. I was lucky that my neurological issue wasn't more severe, though it was pretty rare. There were episodes where sometimes, like you, I just wasn't able to talk for a few minutes, and there were other episodes where I would fall to the ground and I would have convulsions and everything. I don't remember those episodes, other than actually falling to the ground. After that I would blackout. Must have been terrifying for my parents to see. I was quite young but I still remember the taste of the medicine that I was taking. I remember the cold feel of the gel they'd put on my head under that cap, so that the electrodes could better conduct, I remember the station I'd sit in while they took my blood, I remember Dr Garver (RIP) as he became someone I would visit with every week, sometimes more, for years. I do realize that this was probably a bit different than what you might be dealing with, but I just wanted to say that it's not the end of everything for you even if you do have some sort of epilepsy....it's not as if it is a death sentence.

I know you're feeling scared, bro. Try to keep your chin up dude, slipping into depression is certainly understandable and maybe even expected, but it will cripple you into a different type of poop than you're already experiencing and it will just compound the issue, further leading down a dark hole. I've also been there before. It's not a nice place.

Feel free to PM me as well as these other guys if you feel like you want to talk about it, sometimes talking can help.

We're all here pulling for you, brother. Don't hesitate to reach out if you need a hand in dealing with this. We're here.

All the best Ramo, truly.
 
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